I think everyone gets them, they can strike at any time and sometimes for seemingly no reason.
I find that they can come at the strangest of times, and for seemingly no reason.
Sometimes, like this evening, I get struck by a mood that I don’t fully understand, I find myself unable to find the motivation to do anything. Even if it is something I would usually enjoy doing.
This evening I found myself on the floor, without the motivation or emotional strength to move, I didn’t want to listen to anything, watch anything, speak to anyone or do anything.
I find that for me, I don’t know where the issue comes from, it just seems to arise from time to time and I have no way of getting rid of it.
I have no idea if this is a common thing that other people encounter or not, but if it is then that is possibly something that would be helpful to find out about.
I have no idea where I am going with this.
Probably because I am still in that mood.
Even writing these brief few words has been a struggle so far, and while I would love to turn around and say “Lets open a discussion about this.” I don’t know if I can even do that.
With any luck I’ll be able to say something more meaningful tomorrow.